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Psalm 37:4
Friday, February 8, 2013 | 0 comments


All my christian life, I have been holding God ransom because he said in the scripture that he will grant the desires of my heart. After that incident last year which changed my life, I begin to look into the scripture, be it online or thru sermons in church, letting the holy spirit speak to me, and fill that empty space in my heart. All these past years, I kept asking God to match my steps, and true enough, it is as though I am banging my head on a cold hard wall and wondering why it hurts.

I trust God alot, thinking he will provide and I didnt have to worry about anything because all things were done at the cross through His blood. I read this somewhere, God cleverly placed the specific people in your life for a reason, and removes them from your life for a better reason. Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same. And some, are gone to teach us a lesson, an important lesson.

Regret is common. You cloud your mind with all the pointless 'what ifs', asking for the countless 'one last chance'. I know because I was there. Despair, was an understatement. I had no one, but God. It felt as though all this while, he was just next to me looking at me cry in desperation but silently waiting on me to seek him, and to ask him for comfort and shelter. I changed my prayer "Lord, I have made mistakes relying on my own will again and again. I fell hard to rock bottom and now I learnt that my plans are not the best plans. Lord. show me what your will is for me, you are the author of my life and you have got a perfect plot; so Lord take my heart's desires and make conform them to your
perfect will."

It was a new beginning to everything. It was a new journey with God.
Indeed, God will make all things beautiful in his time. I feel that God is pleased with me, its almost like he is relieved that I finally got it. I let him into my life, gave him the right to pilot my life and it was the best decision ever. He taught me to be patient, to love, to be considerate, to feel for the less fortunate, to be good to my family and friends, self control and joy. Most importantly, he taught me to delight in him.

Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart
- Psalm 37:4

And to delight in Him, is through doing what pleases him and putting his law in our hearts.
By that, I surrender my will for his perfect purpose and let my heart's desires confirm to his will.
Learn that you will never go wrong with God's plan. 
Let go and let God.

This is my testimony.


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